I am sitting here when I would usually be eating my lunch. All I can think about is eating. But, sadly I cannot eat at the moment. I am going to get my blood drawn today. I don't like it. I wish there was some way I could avoid it.
But having a baby is like that. You don't want to go to the hospital. You don't want to go through pain. If I don't think about it maybe it will be better. But the more I try to not think about the more I think about it. They say I am supposed to embrace the pain. . . and not fight it. I'm working on it. My siblings would say I'm somewhat bossy. . . controlling my mind should come easy right?
In the end I guess it's true what they say. . .something about nothing ventured nothing gained. . . no pain no gain, or is it if it doesn't kill you it makes you stronger, Maybe I should make some lemonade? Pain is beauty? I don't think apples will keep the Dr. away at this point. And would a rose name Goliath smell sweet?
Maybe it's what Matt always says to annoy me: I never said it would be easy.
But it is so worth it!
2 comments:
Good luck Sandra!! I am the same as you with the blood drawing thing. I just don't like it. I have been very proud of myself though during this pregnancy...we will see how I do when it comes time to DELIVER!! =) And you are right...IT IS SO WORTH IT!!!!!
Just know you have someone out there that totally knows what you are going through! I almost always faint when I get shots or my blood drawn!
Oh no, you mean when I finally get married one day (when, not if!), and when I have a baby life will still be hard? Gee thanks! Just kidding! I've been contemplating hard AND worth it things this weekend. Thanks for your take on it. HUGS!
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